not looking for a pitty party, but i'm really scared to goto the doctor tomorrow. i dislocated my kneecap jumping off a boat in st. thomas last week and tomorrow i go into ortho to have it checked out. i'm really scared they're going to tap my knee or find something bad. for those who do not know having your knee tapped is pretty painful and i have a pretty high threshold for pain. i'm really nervous what they're going to find--especially with the season right around the corner. i wasn't going to go, but i think i better. it's been years since i've done it, but this time, something's telling me i better go. god, i hope i don't have to have surgery. the last time i had my knee tapped, they pulled blood out and referred me to an ortho surgeon, but we had just closed on our house and there was no way i could be laid up like that. call me stupid, but that was 9 years ago.
-- i'm really scared.