timidness

not really a question or anything, just wondering what people have to say or maybe give me some input..over the 5 years i've been wakeboarding i've busted up both knees, busted my heard open, suffered a million head slaps, and last summer broke my ankle. i thought i was done after the ankle break but just started riding again about a month ago. i just couldnt let it go. im still riding good and hard but it seems like i cant get out of my comfort zone and just go out and let it rip and try new tricks..feels kidna like im timid and worried bout gettin hurt..i know i just need to let it go and say f it and quit bein a vagina..that's the only way im gonna progress i guess..anyways just wondering if im the only one this has happened to?